Heart broken again but this time by my best friend who is meant to be my brother. You are meant to be there for me not walking out on me. Why is everyone walking out on me
Want someone to do corny stuff with. Play wrestle with, watching movies all night with him. Talk about anything and everything. To be my best friend, boyfriend. And most of all just like me for me
Sick of being alone with just my thoughts and its not good
It’s the music that keeps me going
The nights get colder and here I am alone in the cold room. Seeing everyone happy with their special someone to keep them warm. But it’s ok now I think I know I was meant be alone unable to love like them. It’s hurts a little less each day but some days it hurts more then I have to make it go all away again.
Sometimes the world in my mind is safest for me and better for me. The real world but just braking me. The pain has taken my heart next it will be the razor on my skin then I can’t tell you what’s after that
He is gone now for good :’( but I need someone so I can cry in their arms. My heart is broken, so much pain
Why is it you who is on my mind. I don’t get it anymore. I just know that I want to be with you
Life has been going so good for me and now it’s all turned to shit :’( I can feel myself needing to cut again. I just can’t take the pain
I have known him for about 7 years been best friends for 5 and tonight he said he thinks he loves me. I don’t know what to do I can’t be with him caz I’m with other. But he has stolen some of my heart and he means so much to me. I would be lost without him around. Wish life was easy.